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I have thinking about this as of late and I really hate just coming back here and avoiding and rinse and repeat. I think I have failed a lot of people and their expectations and even my own. I still love manga and want to make my own but I can't even so the basic fundamentals at all and don't have the money for art school. I also don't have the support to do that even if I did. I'm in my mid 20s and I think it's too late to start getting good at art. I'm sorry again and even to myself. I just feel like I have left everyone else down and can't reach my dreams ... Also if anyone can give me any advice on what to do and or words of encouragemen

I feel a bit guilty for not updating here and just not talking to my DA friends anymore really. I kinda have really bad anxiety as I've discussed in the past. Even DA makes me anxious since I get anxious when I draw and such but it's good for me to not to avoid art websites and keeps me motivated. How is everyone doing? I'm kinda sure you've forgotten about me which I don't blame ya. I'm going to change and get back into drawing even if it is a sketch. I still want to make comics and get better on my own since I probly won't be able to afford art school. Also send me some messages if you'd like to talk more. :3 I'll be checking my DA daily

So I finally will be posting art here but it's mostly beginner artist stuff that I have been posting on my wordpress and tumblr (I'll post them at the bottom). I'm going to draw a sketch or something each day so it may be nothing pretty to look out but it'll help me start posting art again. I really have missed you guys and really want to get more serious about art.I've said this before, I know, but I really mean it this time. I have proof on my other blogs that I have been sticking with. My tumblr art blog : http://bit.ly/10IQVIq My wordpress art blog : http://bit.ly/15OG9Jp Also if you like random reblogs of anime, japanese culture and o