DecoraAi

I have thinking about this as of late and I really hate just coming back here and avoiding and rinse and repeat. I think I have failed a lot of people and their expectations and even my own. I still love manga and want to make my own but I can't even so the basic fundamentals at all and don't have the money for art school. I also don't have the support to do that even if I did. I'm in my mid 20s and I think it's too late to start getting good at art. I'm sorry again and even to myself. I just feel like I have left everyone else down and can't reach my dreams ...

Also if anyone can give me any advice on what to do and or words of encouragement for my dreams and future in art please do. I'm also really sick atm as well

I feel a bit guilty for not updating here and just not talking to my DA friends anymore really. I kinda have really bad anxiety as I've discussed in the past. Even DA makes me anxious since I get anxious when I draw and such but it's good for me to not to avoid art websites and keeps me motivated. 

How is everyone doing? I'm kinda sure you've forgotten about me which I don't blame ya. I'm going to change and get back into drawing even if it is a sketch. 

I still want to make comics and get better on my own since I probly won't be able to afford art school. 

Also send me some messages if you'd like to talk more. :3 I'll be checking my DA daily ~


Ps: My friend gave me an Intuos 3 tablet!! : D It's actually not as bad as I thought but I think it's good to work in traditional mediums first :3 Even my sketches in SAI are super sketchy :/

So I finally will be posting art here but it's mostly beginner artist stuff that I have been posting on my wordpress and tumblr (I'll post them at the bottom). I'm going to draw a sketch or something each day so it may be nothing pretty to look out but it'll help me start posting art again. I really have missed you guys and really want to get more serious about art.I've said this before, I know, but I really mean it this time. I have proof on my other blogs that I have been sticking with.


My tumblr art blog : bit.ly/10IQVIq
My wordpress art blog : bit.ly/15OG9Jp


Also if you like random reblogs of anime, japanese culture and other stuff.  Here's my main. Send asks if you want. :3
bit.ly/YI5py7

I really did miss you guys but I just felt so bad with my art and stressing out over it. I know if I keep staying away from drawing ,I'll never be good at it !

Also this it may take a while for my DA to get caught up with my other blogs but I'll try and get it done as soon as I can.

So, an artist said she'd help me with proportions and all that but she says I should practice other things before I start on something so complex. She says that I'm drawing a 3D object without actually thinking about it AS a 3D object, so everything looks flattened out, with the proportions wrong and all that. She says I need to start learning to draw human parts first.

I'm really glad that someone is giving me a diagnosis of what's wrong with my drawings but kinda disappointed that I'm taking a step back in where I am in my drawing. I'll probly be in my 50s still getting closer to where I want to be at. Well, maybe if I start practicing now and draw every day...that may help some. I don't know. x.X

Anyway, I'm not sure what to do now. I've always been the type to follow instructions after another step is taken.


I guess since I have to start from the bottom again that it'll be a good base to finally improve and then things will get going again. Sorry for ranting again guys..

Sorry guys, I may not get some artwork up this week. I think I have to start from scratch with my drawing to practice anatomy. I have to get bettah!! D:  I may post some sketches up in Scraps though.

I've sorry everyone. Maybe I'm just stressing about this O.o

Anyway, I have to catch up with everyone's work. I love what I've seen so far.